grief

so i went to grief therapy with a really really nice woman a couple of days ago. i cried and cried and cried.....

and did some talking as well.

for the first time in a quite a while i have had no acid bubbling up in my throat. no burning heart pain.

learning to live in the moment. not in the past, not in the future. now. and that feels better.

one more day and i am 38 weeks. baby is head down...