Tuesday, April 19, 2011

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I have expectations.  Too many.  I realize this about myself.  So every day I tell myself, sometimes out loud, that I need to release those around me to just "be". 

Every single day, I have this talk with myself.  Some days I feel pretty good about it, I can hear what others are saying or watch directions people are taking that I may not want for myself but I am completely content letting it all play out for them.

Other days.  Whew.  I have to almost have a chant ongoing in my head.  Letitgoletitgoletitgoletitgo.  Each person needs to take their own time and their own path.  And just because someone is holding THEIR expectations over MY head is no reason at all to return that kind of vibrations.

Letitgo letitgo.

The days that I feel my shoulders start to tense up, my forehead crinkle as I try to mentally come up with a reason why they should want to attack life the way I do....and I just RELEASE.

Ahhh, it feels so good.

 

 

 

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