Fed up

It is fascinating, how many liars there are.  People who try to make you feel bad, and then come to find out, they should be the ones feeling bad. Reminder to myself...if someone seems to be TRYING to cause "crazy" to be a permanent state of my mind....DROP THEM.  Quickly.  In fact, you really can not get away fast enough. There is not enough time, to spend, to waste, on someone who will never hear what you are saying, no matter how you say it.  When you have had the same conversation, about the exact same thing, more then 10 times, with the outcome turning out the same every time, it is time to walk away. If the unrealistic idea of ME, becomes too heavy of a burden, move on.  I am not perfect, but neither are you. Selfish is never a good place to live, and when you have reached a higher, um, age group, and only have lived in the land of Selfish...well, best realize that that person is most likely never ever going to be able to leave that sweet self centered place.  And yes, it is OK, to not be OK, with that.  Run.  Away. I maintained calmness.  I centered myself.  I embraced change.  I excepted the things that I would not have chosen for myself. And now, I realize, the anger has started to move in.  Maybe I will embrace that, for a time, as well.